Sunday, January 13, 2013

January 13th

Thursday, January the Tenth my Mother was laid to rest, I'm not sure it has all sunk in yet.

I don't know why but for the past few months I have paid attention to all the details that made Mom's home special.

Her home reflected the season or holiday at hand with touches uniquely hers. Though out the year boxes were packed and unpacked, decorations placed exactly in the proper place. Not under nor overstated her touch made her home comfortable.

Though I feel I have dealt with the stress of the past few weeks well, my body may be telling me otherwise. I have not had a good nights sleep in about a month, hands and feet are painful and progress with my GI tract is agonizing slow. The injury I sustained prior to JFK was aggregated when I slipped whilst shoveling ice at Mom and Dad's.

Running has been hit or miss so far this year but as long as the weather isn't too bad I expect I'll pick it back up in the weeks to come. I want to add speed training into my mix but this will have to wait until I'm injury free. I have signed up for the first race that I will try to run competitively, Terrapin Mountain which is held at the end of March.

The Frederick News Post wrote an article about me which came out January 8th. To be honest I had mixed feelings about doing it but if it helps a single person then it will have been worthwhile. I was at Dad's house when the article came out; on the phone with Susan I became aware that my conversation regarding support I received from her, family, friends and the medical community had found the “cutting room floor”. Without that support I'm not sure that I would have continued running at all, it would have been easy not to.

The link is below.


There will be difficult days ahead but good ones as well. If I know anything at all it's that my Mother would want me to get on with my life. When running trails by myself I will be talking with her, there may be no answer yet I believe she will be listening.

Mike

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