It's hard to describe how I feel as I
start recovering from the effects of chemotherapy but it comes in
“bursts” when all of a sudden I feel almost normal. This happened
twice yesterday during my run, once after just a mile or so and then
again after we had gone five miles. It's not that I notice I'm
feeling good, rather I realize I'm running quickly and effortlessly.
I wish I could report that the feeling
lasts but it is fleeting. In addition, for the first time I
experienced acute neuropathy, numbness caused by exposure to cold.
After each Sunday run, our group typically hangs around to
discuss training, races, equipment and just BS. Even though it was in
the fifties, I was wearing gloves but never the less my fingers
started to tingle and then go numb. Returning home, it took a half
hour of holding a warm glass of water between my hands before feeling
returned. Guess I will be heading to a ski shop to find mittens
featuring built in hand warmer pockets to keep my hands "Toasty Warm".
The rest of the day included office
work, a good conversation with Joey, firewood cutting and even some football watching. By five
o'clock in the afternoon I was tired but it was a “Good Tired”.
By eight-thirty in the evening I was ready for a restful evening in
bed which was not to come. I woke every hour needing to empty the
ostomy bag to such a degree I was highly concerned about dehydration.
I drank a quart or more water during the night, most likely keeping me out of trouble.
Seeing how the evening went I am
pleasantly surprised that I feel decent this morning. Could be I just
realized that there are only eighty-seven bottles of beer left on
the wall ?
Stay Strong....Stay Happy......Enjoy ........ Mike
Mike...I am now 100% up-to-date on your journey to renewed health, and what an amazing trip you have taken me on! It's not that it is without peaks and valleys, but rather it is a journey of the soul!
ReplyDeleteOn those difficult days when your spirit is weary, just remind yourself of this one fact...you are a SURVIVOR!! I'm working on getting a t-shirt made:
HOPE > cancer
Thanks for sharing!! P.S. I need to meet your wife...she is a gem!!!
<3 Laurie Frey