What we think we know and what we
actually know sometimes can be a chasm as wide as the Grand Canyon.
I was sure that my previous post would
result in a ridiculous amount of hits but it surprisingly the blog
has been very quiet. Perhaps there is not much “Afternoon Delight”
going on worldwide or I just need to admit I know little or nothing
about what Search Engines point to.
On to more relevant things going on
with me.
This has been an interesting week for
me both physically and mentally. Each infusion has been so different
and this one did not “disappoint”. As this is my last, I have
been more calm and collected than ever, spurred on by the knowledge
that this component of my journey is done.
Physically however this is been insane;
some side effects are better but some far worse. Yesterday for
example I told Sue I needed to go out for a walk. As the temp was in
the mid-forties I wasn't too concerned but never the less I bundled
up. On my hands were heavy Mountaineering gloves loaned to me by my
brother Tim. Since I put them on before throwing on a heavy coat I
found it necessary to call Susan over to “button me up”. As I
stood there with my wife buttoning my coat I could not help but feel
just like a kid heading out into the snow. When finished Sue looked
at me and asked, “How about a Hat?”.
Fifty eight years old isn't quite
ancient but it probably is old enough to know that when your wife
suggests something it might be wise to listen. “It's my hands I'm
having a problem with, I'll be OK”, I said as I left the office with a
baseball cap on. The outward walk was just fine, my hands were almost hot in
those monstrous gloves, so much better than stinging and numb.
They story changed as I reversed course, perhaps bundled up I failed to feel
the slight breeze at my back on the outbound trek. Turning into the breeze it wasn't long
before my eyes hurt and the tips of my ears screamed at me. My gloved
hands placed on my ears could not help my eyes and they started to
tear up. A single tear flowed down the left side of my face and as it
did it there was a feeling felt that someone, armed with an X-ACTO
knife was following it's path. Soon, perhaps to my benefit, most
of my face was either tingling or just numb.
That was yesterday and today is today.
(Profound hey)
Today I feel somewhat better, giving
full credit to this morning's Reiki treatment; time it seems will be
the other answer to feeling good again.
Going to sign off, sorry to say my
hands are sore, my feet are buzzing and I can feel every tooth in my
mouth; think I'll lay down on the couch for a few.
Mike
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