Last night I went to bed at eight P.M.,
thinking it was much later. Even though I have been off chemotherapy
for a month now I still find that when my “Batteries” wear down
it's time to head off for bed regardless of time. New Years Eve I
made it to eleven forty five when my body told me “Time To Shut It
Down”.
New Years Day was busy for me; I
started at eight in the morning cutting down a beautiful old dead oak
tree. The combination of Gypsy Moths, Old Oak Borers and a Root
Fungus has killed and weakened most of my oaks, in time I suspect
that only a few will remain. An hour of cutting was followed with a
New Years Day run. I would like to say that I enjoyed myself, I did
get personal satisfaction, but after a few hundred yards both feet
were “On Fire” and my run was over after two miles. Standing at
the finish, I got a number of people asking me if I was into
barefoot running since I was standing there barefoot. (Simply an
attempt to quell the burning fire)
Returning home I went back to my tree
for some more cutting, splitting and hauling until it started to
rain. I “piddled” in the office a while trying to get organized,
catching some football until the rain stopped. Back at my tree, I
swung the maul at a very large and stubborn log until I realized my
heart was pounding and I was breathing like a race horse; Lord it
felt good! Eventually the maul struck with a hollow thud indicating
the log had yielded to my efforts.
So last night, when my body said enough,
it was a good tired, not brought on by stress or drugs but only
through physical activity.


The hospital called while I was working
on this post, surgery is now less then a week away. I can't imagine
how I will feel once I am whole again. I'm sure there will be a
transition period that may not be easy but at least this time, with
this surgery, I feel I'm moving forward towards a more normal life. I
think that everyone will understand; awakening from my first surgery
with a thumb size protrusion (Freedrick) lounging around my belly
button did not feel like forward progress. I have imagined many
nights, coming out of anesthesia, looking down to my belly button
seeing nothing more than a bandage.
OK, bring it on ........... Mike
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