Last night I went to bed at eight P.M.,
thinking it was much later. Even though I have been off chemotherapy
for a month now I still find that when my “Batteries” wear down
it's time to head off for bed regardless of time. New Years Eve I
made it to eleven forty five when my body told me “Time To Shut It
Down”.
New Years Day was busy for me; I
started at eight in the morning cutting down a beautiful old dead oak
tree. The combination of Gypsy Moths, Old Oak Borers and a Root
Fungus has killed and weakened most of my oaks, in time I suspect
that only a few will remain. An hour of cutting was followed with a
New Years Day run. I would like to say that I enjoyed myself, I did
get personal satisfaction, but after a few hundred yards both feet
were “On Fire” and my run was over after two miles. Standing at
the finish, I got a number of people asking me if I was into
barefoot running since I was standing there barefoot. (Simply an
attempt to quell the burning fire)
Returning home I went back to my tree
for some more cutting, splitting and hauling until it started to
rain. I “piddled” in the office a while trying to get organized,
catching some football until the rain stopped. Back at my tree, I
swung the maul at a very large and stubborn log until I realized my
heart was pounding and I was breathing like a race horse; Lord it
felt good! Eventually the maul struck with a hollow thud indicating
the log had yielded to my efforts.
So last night, when my body said enough,
it was a good tired, not brought on by stress or drugs but only
through physical activity.
This morning my neighbor and friend,
Tom Bunk called to tell me he was on his way up to take down
several large oaks near my office building. Tom has years of
experience with rigging and logging, with his direction we dropped five
large trees within inches of where we wanted them to go. It was a
learning experience for Patrick, Kevin and I. Tom, would cut a wedge
followed by a “Plunge Cut”, this is a cut in which the tip of the
saw is used to “dill” a path straight through the tree just
behind the wedge. I have seen Tom do this in the past and watched
today with extreme interest, I will try this technique sometime later
this year.
Early in the afternoon Patrick, Kevin
and I started cutting, splitting and hauling the trees felled in the
morning. I can't tell you how much I enjoyed seeing Patrick manning
the saw, within an hour of starting he looked like an “Old Pro”.
I split and hauled wood along with Kevin; Tomorrow Kevin will man the
saw and Patrick and I will be the “Grunts”. In a couple of days
I'm sure we'll have enough wood to last all winter.
The hospital called while I was working
on this post, surgery is now less then a week away. I can't imagine
how I will feel once I am whole again. I'm sure there will be a
transition period that may not be easy but at least this time, with
this surgery, I feel I'm moving forward towards a more normal life. I
think that everyone will understand; awakening from my first surgery
with a thumb size protrusion (Freedrick) lounging around my belly
button did not feel like forward progress. I have imagined many
nights, coming out of anesthesia, looking down to my belly button
seeing nothing more than a bandage.
OK, bring it on ........... Mike
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